Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in megasorus' LiveJournal:

Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
8:10 pm	okay, so I've got some 'splaining to do. Its not really as bad as it sounded when reading over what I wrote yesterday. You know when you look back on things and what seemed so bad yesterday is in retrospect not quite as upsetting? Yeah... So the first day of school... Guys, I already want school to end and it is only the first day. This cannot be good. But I guess I will like some of my classes when I get into them. I'm bored with all the introductory stuff all the teachers have to do. Whatever. Time for a shower. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
12:58 pm	Blah So this blows. I was finally being honest with myself and I was about to do something about it, and now I can't because it would hurt someone close to me. Part of me wants to be selfish and not care, but what type of a person would I be then? I just have to figure stuff out for myself and get some answers before I do anything rash. Life isn't supposed to be this complicated. But anyway, last night was great. It was like a last hurrah before school starts again. I still can't believe my mom let me stay on such short notice. And I absolutely love Moulin Rouge. Thank you Adrienne for bringing that over. I should be working on my college essays, but I really don't want to. Actually, I refuse to. I will do absolutely nothing remotely school-like on the last day of summer. Current Mood: confused (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 1st, 2004
3:15 pm	Blah I'm not having the best of days today, and there is no real reason why. I still don't feel right and I'm sad that I missed last night's festivities, but I think all I would have done was sit there and complain about how cruddy I feel. That would have been no fun for all involved. But yesterday morning into afternoon was great. My mom and I took a trip to the beach, Wallis Sands to be exact. We got Panera to go and then stopped by and then while we were getting a morning coffee pick-me-up for my mom and a strawberry coolatta for me, we ran into Meghan and Oscar who were also on their way to the beach (but a different beach) Then, it was on the road again. I convinced my mom to listen to cool 96.5 (normally she only tolerates classical or very tame Christian music) and she actually liked it. She remembered a bunch of the songs and was singing along and telling me stories about dances she used to go to. So that was awesome. We got to the beach and the water was FREEZING. It was that hurt your feet so bad to can't stand it type of water. Needless to say Mom and I didn't get in past our ankles. We cheerfully recognized our wimpiness and spend the rest of the time on the nice warm sand relaxing and eating a delicious Panera sponsored picnic! What a great time. But today I got up still feeling cruddy from last night and I had to go struggle for and hour and a half to get a child to let his mother out of his sight for more than ten minutes and play with me. Don't get me wrong, I love the boy and he is adorable when he is not screaming. I'm just grumpy today. Then I came home and I sewed more bags for VBS at my church. Blah I am so sick of sewing. I'm sorry guys, this is a very whiny entry. I'll try and do better next time. Current Mood: cranky (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
3:54 pm	Yay pretty journal!!!! So today babysitting was a little easier. He stayed with me for a little longer and was smiling and laughing and let me feed him pineapple and gave me a great big hug when I had to leave. It was really cute. So slowly this is working. Meghan and I went to see the set that we are painting yesterday. Yeah, I don't remember it being that big! Wow, right now the task seems a little daunting, but I know we can get it done. After we saw the set we went to Meggo's house and played around with some ideas. The first drawing we did was serious, and I actually liked it, but I had no concentration for the other two and they look kinda terrible. Especially the field, which we weren't serious about anyway. Oh well, I think we are drawing more tonight when we go to watch the rehearsal. My mom wanted me to go with her to Walmart today, but we haven't been able to go yet because the fence people are still here installing. And if I go to rehearsal tonight, I won't be able to go with her then. I better find time. I don't want to experience mommy-meltdown again. Oh dear. Current Mood: restless (Comment on this)
Monday, June 28th, 2004
2:10 pm	How to make a Megasorus Ingredients: 3 parts intelligence 1 part crazyiness 3 parts beauty Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum! Username: Personality cocktail From Go-Quiz.com That's right, three parts beauty! Stuff like this makes me happy. So today I went to help out a lady I babysit for. She needed her 1 1/12 year old son to get used to me so she can leave his alone during the day with someone other than his grandmother (the only other person the kid has ever been left with) I had been warned that he had a little trouble being separated from his mom, but I had no idea. If she even left the room, he would start to cry and run after her. I would get his distracted for like five minutes, but heaven forbid he glanced up and noticed his mom wasn't there. Once he starts crying, there is no stopping him. His poor mom, I could tell she was getting wicked frustrated, but we decided that we will do this slowly and surly. Eventually he'll get used to me. I hope. In other news...my driveway is done, we just have to wait a few more days to park the cars on it. (Karli, I don't care if you make fun of me, this IS important and exciting enough to be updated about!)You all should come over just so you can see how smooth it is and how nonditch-like the beginning is. Oh man...I am a dork. Don't worry, I'll go out and do something crazy so my lj is interesting... nevermind, who am I kidding? Oh, you know what is interesting, at least to me... Today is the day Meghan and I are supposed to meat Adrienne at the theatre place and look at the set we are supposed to be painting. I can't wait, I feel so professional and artsy. Current Mood: artistic (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
2:06 pm	Here we go!!! Get ready...dun-da-da-da-da-da-daaaaaaaaa! (that, by the way, was a trumpet) here comes my very first lj entry. I've had this for a while, but I am just to lazy to actually write. Well that is all changing today. I'm sad I missed the football and pool fun yesterday, but I had an equally enjoyable time shopping. My friends and I are master pathfinders. Not only did we find our way from Milford to the the mall of NH all by ourselves, but then we traveled from the mall of NH to the Good News Bookstore (which let me tell you is no small feat) using only a map and the amazing power of our brains! Impressive, I know. Oh boy, Steve will be excited along with all the others who complain every time they pull into my driveway and get jolted out of their seat by the large ditch that is at the beginning. We are getting a new one! They came this morning and dug up the pavement. Now they are in the process of laying down dirt/gravel. Soon all you will feel when you pull in is pleasant smoothness. And with that I will bring to a close my first ever entry. Goodbye. Current Mood: bouncy (2 Comments |Comment on this)